Ruthless Storm...

Illustration by Hitesh Panchal

Clustered is my mind, like the clouds in the darkest form,

Wild are my emotions, as if they lost their entire norm.

Runs the realization of sheer abhorrence, in my veins,

No words can sooth my life’s most excruciating pains.

You could not understand, I always perused to be decent,

May be that’s my fault, a flaw in me of being innocent.

I loved you! I wanted million moments with you to cherish,

All I expected was your love, but you made my feelings completely perish.

Tried my level best, to change myself and be the one you can be enclave,   

Tired of trying, as every time I died within, for simply being your slave.

Blur is my vision; the route is surrounded by deadly beast,

My life has become a lost way, one in the dark forest of mist.

Here again I ask the same question, to destiny in its complete form,

Will I be rescued with the ray of love, or will I be lost in this ruthless storm…

                                                                                            

                                                                  -‘panchi’ Panchal Hitesh D.

My Orlay

Illustration by Hitesh Panchal

Seeing your eyes blink, I see my world so high,

When a slight curve decorates your face, it makes my mind fly.

How I pity myself, for you I cannot impress,

Slowly grows my pain deep within, which I am unable to express.

How can I show, tell or even justify my deed,

You! I don’t want, but is all that I really need,

From the morning, till the night,

Only you! I reckon in every twilight.

Always igniting a spark of happiness in me,

Burns all my loneliness when I imagine about we.

From the sun to sand and rocks to rivers,

Everyone is aware about my pure love shiver.

When I walk the streets assuming your meadows,

Your love protects me from surrounding dark shadows.

Feelings for you gives me courage and allows me to be may,

Here, there, everywhere you are, besides my orlay...

-‘Panchi’ Panchal Hitesh D.

I Also Burn...

Illustration by Panchal Hitesh

Rises my day, even before the sun, 
To smoothen others life, as butter in churn. 
To keep the flow perfect, I always haste, 
Surrounded by my duties, I have no time to waste, 
Making everyone ready, for the day turn by turn, 
I wish someone could understand, from inside I also burn… 

Sacrificing my happiness for the will of my parents, 
Getting married and accepting the feel of the torrent.
I have to pay the price for my pains and lowery,
As we brides still die in the fire of dowry.
Making everyone happy, for the life turn by turn,
I wish someone could understand, from inside I also burn…

I have brothers, who protect me from the evils,
But how much shall they fight, the street is filled with devils.
Looks at me and stares brutally every eye,
We are humans, believing this has become a lie.
You have a sister of your own, who is equally divine,
Why do you adulterate me, like snakes on vine?
Losing my divinity; for the life turn by turn,
I wish someone could understand, from inside I also burn…

Mother, sister, wife, daughter, am I,
But before every part, as human I die.
Others happiness has become my prime duty,
But, I still await someone, who will pull off the curtain, of my inner beauty,
I don’t desire the whole world at my feet,
But definitely, I deserve the behavior which is elegant and neat,
I will keep smiling at my hardships turn by turn,
I wish someone could understand, from inside I also burn…

                                                          -‘Panchi’ Panchal Hitesh D

One...

     

Illustration by Hitesh Panchal

I created the dawn, i made the dusk,
I coloured the flowers, and sprinkled them with musk.
I created human and all other particle,
Nothing lies in the world which is not my article.
Everywhere am I, for I created all,
From the flowing rivers to the mountains that stand tall.
To help the helpless, to cotrol the strong,
Truth is my principle, which shall protect you from the wrong.
I took many incarnation, one of them is you,
Why do you feel alone, come out of the blue.
I am standing strong, just look beside,
Your choices are, what I decide.
If life is awful and gives you a bad feel,
Happiness will come, just follow my will.
I created the world on the principal of equality,
Why using my name you all perform brutality,
Caste, creed, religion, you dont need these run,
Love me solemly my child, for all gods are one...                                                  
                             

                                                             -'panchi' Panchal Hitesh D.

The Lost One...

Illusion by Hitesh Panchal

Shivers my heart, by the sound of thunder,

In the world of darkness, alone the soul wander,
The twilight that has no string of light,
Seems its brightness is eaten by night,
Frightened, every particle, every life and the nature,
I find the world no longer has a  nomenclature,
All my directions lost, ways surrounded only by monsters and ghost,
Sails my ship in the deepest sea, with no sign of the coast,
The storm of life which is obstructing my route,
Rain! my only partner which makes me sooth,
When no one recognized drops of water from my eyes,
You were the one who showed me where another world lies,
You changed my route, my life and brought back the hope of light,
Without you i would have never seen the sun so bright.                             
Waiting for my wrecked, sunk voyage to come ashore in the sun,
Sweet heart! move on, because I am now forever the lost one....

                                                             -'Panchi' Panchal Hitesh D.

A page from my personal diary, which i would like to share to all;

A page from my personal diary, which i would like to share to all;



I usually hear music while I travel and 'A THOUSAND YEARS' is among them, but when I was listening to the song and its background it made me realize that all these years in the process of loving others and finding someone I forgot that there was this person who suffered the same because I never gave him respect that he deserved, I realized when I shed tears, he was always with me, seeing me and not laughing at me. 

One who equally suffered every part of life whenever I suffered, I thought, what can I give, how can I repay for the pain I gave him in these years? and still he was silent, looking in my eyes with a humble smile, it made me realize I AM IN LOVE again for a thousand years and the person who was, is and always will be my companion NO MATTER WHAT! is ME.........

finally I realized the person I was searching for is within me. 

I shared this personal part, because their might be many like me who suffer the same and fail to realize that they like me are complete...


Regards 'Panchi' Panchal Hitesh 

Companion...

Illustration by Dinesh Panchal

Seen all the happiness, bliss and peace of mind,
also witnessed pain, agony and suffering like blind.
Blind! for I could not see,
someone else suffered too, with life's terrible blee.
The one who never gave up, for strong was his will,
always directed the way, with suffering feel.
When I shed tears, he was there to empathize,
if he wouldn't have been there, i would have never rejoiced.
When I asked, how can I repay for all suffering and pain i gave him,
he made me realize, love is never to redeem,
Gently seeing in my eyes, with silence and a humble smile without any error,
my companion is no one besides the man in the mirror.......

                                             -'Panchi' Panchal Hitesh D.